Dear Chiko,
I know that this letter will never be seen by you, but one thing that i want to tell you, where ever you are now, which is that i am feel very guilty to you, and i think you are already know that.
I am apologize, even its too late and feel very stupid to become a human, because i cannot even be able to protected, to take cared and to saving you. Then you knew that, which your two legs have been crippled since you were been born, you knew it when you started to learn to fly then you get fallen from the jack-fruit tree, then you become to cried, depressed and you scared to be live anymore with this sadness.
Maybe you also already know, that i am not your real true mother, i am just your step mother, who feel sad then want to help you, but i found my self is helpless and foolish, cause i don't know how to helped you.
I also know, that you don't want me to be mourning every day, i feel it because you also cared about me. Sometimes you always come near me by my side, when i was sleeping, i feels yours fragrance, near me, you know how much i cared and love you in my heart that you always be my lovely child.
I hope that someday you will be my truly child in my life, so then i will always loved you as a truly mother, cause i want to learn more and more, day by day, month by month even year by year to be a good and righteous person, and also to be a good and righteous parent.
Rest in peace my lovely child, Chiko, and i hope you always know that i always love you and remember you in my heart.
290518 Written by : Kepik Romantis / PVA
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